my latest obsession atm.
+2, actually (adding the addtl. members of “M”).
“13 as a group, 15 as a family.” *wibbles*
Eunhyuk♥♥♥! Kyuhyun♥♥♥! Donghae♥♥♥!~~ …so obvious bias lol
watch until the end ^o^/! (just a few days left now!) the promo packages look great here (via Faith Yongco at Facebook) or Jeron’s!
*looks with horror at 400+ LJ posts to go through* huh. so LJ decided my life here ended at March 16 lol.
… i actually hope someone somewhere recorded Masa’s All Night Nippon Mobile broadcast with H-san today (ehh i didn’t know there was a mobile version of ANN?? will Shirota still be in it? no idea XD;;;… )
…this is (not)really a crosspost test. XD.
hungryback after my site suddenly going down without reason and preamble =.=;;.
and after experiencing another health scare again.
had only been writing about this in my TinierMe site (coinnssssssssss XDDD).
just a few weeks ago one side of my face swelled mysteriously (quite enough to bump my nose off-line).
i had it checked come morning, and the doctor diagnosed it a dangerous situation — if i don’t get it treated immediately, the infection would spread up to my brain and i’d probably die.
… you know how it feels if you’re told that ahaha =.-;;.
though i was not hysterical or something, at one of my private times i teared up a bit.
i was also forced to quit a job that i just had gotten into.
the reason for the infection? the doctor said it could be that big pimple at the side of my nose near my eye, or my sinus or something at my teeth.
i went to another doctor to get a second opinion, and though he didn’t really dismiss the danger i’m facing as diagnosed by the first doctor, he agreed on the sinus and the teeth probability, and gave me medicine and had me check with a dentist for a pan-xray.
the dentist didn’t really find anything wrong with my teeth.
observation and treatment period had been 1 week, and if there’s still no improvement i’d get a head xray this and even more treatment (this is probably the worst case scenario).
strangely (and thankfully!), roughly a little past a week the swelling went down.
doctor#1 and #2 said i’m already ok, doc#2 even said no need to xray as that’s overdoing it already (though i’m really doubtful because i want to make sure ahaha @___@;; ), but just come back if ever it happens again.
i just hope it never happens again =o=;;.
…uh, this is the second time that i got another severe health scare. spanning just a few months.
i mean, what could i do if the Lord suddenly takes me? i know i wouldn’t be able to do anything…
… but still i don’t want to die, and ask for a little more time because i still want to make up for lots of things…
… i still hope that he won’t take me yet if i do make up for all of those things though ahaha X__x;;.
i accept that this could just be the Heavens’ way of telling me to straighten up more^^;;.
…ah. i believe i had promised never to write about this kind of things ahaha. but couldn’t help it…
