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this is me who had forgotten to change the calendar and post again.

ah, it’s hard to remember things when you’re busy but you’re forced not to move yet you’re still bleeding and your skin feels like it’s slowly stitching together ahaha. 

um♥. best shot of Masa so far in this calendar, I think♥♥♥.  and, wahh i’ve always wanted to do this kind of exposure shot*_______*, i think on my dolls first (because some of them share bodies but i really want them all in one frame).

ah… but first i should get myself a dslr =o=;;.  it’s pretty costly to practice on a slr these days.

it also seems that Masa’s office likes making him have Lives on my birthday.  2 years of coincidence.

and, Reiko-san♥ =D!  i really love this woman, her portrayed character’s so kickass~~~~~♥ + shirota (and i love this pairing too. i guess this means he’s really in the sequel, dunno if it’s as regular as before though still wanting to see him on a freak-out-Ouji scene ahaha)

listening to Lady GaGa’s Bad Romance. um, which leads me to think hard if I should preorder the The Fame Monster cd already or just wait for the release here.  me buying The Fame cd itself is already so overdue.  but then i’m the type anyway who doesn’t really care if my fandom is overdue, as long as i get it eventually XD —  financial blocks, anyone?

…and also reminds me of Isaak and Dietrich. maybe even Niou and Yagyuu which reminds me i still have some pages to finish X__x;;. ohoho.

YouTube – The Cat Piano. via Starberryfiesta’s rec. so cool*___*. i’ve always wanted to make something epic like this.

the past few days it hadn’t really felt right to post anything, with the aftermath of the recent natural calamities and my surgery and all.

but now i’m back to babblingXD just a little worried that my post-stitches are actually bleeding right now DDDDD:.  is it supposed to bleed??? wahhhh…

Samurai Highschool. was looking at the lead in this series, and i was like, “waitaminute, this guy looks familiar… like magazine cover-boy familiar…”

only to know that it is really Miura Haruma.

add to that the kanji of the names on the episode previews are quite intelligible =P.

ehhh I guess I was just not used to him being un-ikemen and making funny faces — it’s actually refreshing XD. because oftentimes i see Miura as like Kazuki-cool/beautiful/unreachable (though seemingly more approachable than kazuki XD) and could only act like a cool ikemen guy, so i really didn’t picture him making funny faces like now.

sometimes he actually looks like Gackt XD.

um. i see shirota would be a good example on loosening him up XD (though he needs to loosen up even more irl lol). like, make even more spontaneous dorky funny faces.

oh hai, it seems Doori is here too + other familiar faces… cool*___*.

i really like their uniform too.

also nice to see that shirota is the one bullied this time instead of being the usual obvious choice for the bully. seeing him with Doori… ehhhh he really looks ageless XD. i wonder if he’ll be a regular in this series. i hope so…!

but still, looking if he’ll really play Mariya again in Koshonin 2 =P.  i wonder what is the status now of his relationship with Reiko after her promise to him, if he’ll still be the sadistic/unstable case.  if this is a real sequel instead of a another prequel, that is.  and i’d like to see if there would be a scene where he scares Ouji (if Reiko doesn’t keep Mariya all to herself XD). ehh just a few more days…!

um, by last post “superficial” doesn’t sound right^^;;.  i don’t really know the simplest word for “sebaceous cyst”.

english’s not my first language, sorry (苦笑).

i had my surgery today.

it’s too painful >__<;;.

too much anesthetic, and i was also strapped down the bed.  the doctor said my skin’s too thin.

…i don’t want to experience this ever again (苦笑).

maybe i should ask for a biopsy… i’m still worried >___<;;.

the stuffed cat is something my cousin gave me today XD.  ah… i think there’s no need to make a stuffed cat for my Schwarz anymore^__^.

i’m going to have my surgery today.

actually i’m more scared of the results of the biopsy after.

i just hope it’s not as worse as it looks >__<.

EDIT: eh. looks like i’ve been scheduled to tuesday.  and the doctor seems to rule it as superficial.

uh.  i don’t know if i should still demand for a biopsy =___=;;;.

this is so belated, but then this is the longest and most stable my net had been due to recent events.

i’m just glad i finally heard of all the people concerned, and that their families are also ok.

i just wish it wouldn’t rain any more.  um… to think of it this might just be the first time that October is actually rainy.

i hope it wouldn’t be like this up to December.  it’s kind of depressing to have a rainy Xmas and New Year, just like last year >__< (and last year i hadn’t been at home to celebrate too as i had work).

this is really the time we must take the global warming condition seriously too.  there are also other tips.

people still need help.  it would be very helpful even just passing the information:

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