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yay payday today =D!

its also the time money flies away. ugh ~___~. i hope i still have enough left for the japan trip…

i’m just mainly concerned now about buying some MSC…

Masa… and a kid. i can’t even begin to imagine now how he would look like with children >.<;;;… obviously i think this way because of my own selfish reasons HAHAHAHAXD.

and… !!! suddenly i find a couple of pics of myself when i had that streaked redxblack hair XDDD…

…it’s blurred. XD. of course i never liked taking pictures of myself XDDDD. but i’m glad i still have some memories of those days — i really felt kickass back then and i’m crazy like that but i had to dye my hair back to black because…

i didn’t have a picture-taking keitai by then, so i think this was shot by my videocam. XDDD.

Sweet Pool pre-order. so suddenly Crescent Shop comes up with, “oh hey btw Moneybookers is only allowed payment for adult items =D” and i’m like, “WHAT D:”.

i mean, i don’t welcome the surprise as i don’t have a Moneybookers account and they haven’t said that explicitly in their website in the first place, and they have this “verification detail first” policy before you can use your cc through them. i don’t understand at all why we shouldn’t be using Paypal which was our main method of payment from the very start (unless Paypal actually has this “moralistic” vibe going on that they wouldn’t want adult items to soil their already soiled hands =/).

…yeah. rant^^;;. i’ll take my business then elsewhere if they’re adamant about this…

then, suddenly cdjapan informs that my cc was declined at the Seele shirt order. which is like… wah…!

requesting to have them hold the order for a while. argh >.<… allowed =D!

( some ranty work-related stuff=__=;;; )

2, going onto 3, days straight of no Code Geass. yes =3 *feels accomplished*

i want to buy Prince of Tennis 40.5 just for that screwdriver reference. and i like ura things — like the Getbackers’ one. *dies*

Masa reappears XDDD! which is like… omg i missed the boy. makes me hungry tho. what? the ramen or…?

i finally got you, you damned Seele shirt. >=).

oh wow — Niou’s birthday is coming up —> December 4. XDDD. i wonder if Masa will greet him…? because even if he’s technically not real, he was the one who turned Masa’s life around…

no, it’s actually hot right now, it’s insane.

i seriously need more sleep.

practicing to write shorter, ne?

ok. got into Zombie Loan officially now (not much loved though, so not much fics. must be because of the girl. damn. and One Manga is too wholesome >.>…)

i really got to stop buying stuff (had looked and calculated shoplist and just about DIED… and the Sweet Pool isn’t even in there yet). I’M SUPPOSED TO SAVE FOR JAPAN. and an MSC can. yes >.<;;.

aka ala Baba Tooru.

…no. actually, i’m just testing if this pic will appear on my rss feed in LJ XDD:

yeah. its the Chow-chow i’m talking about which i somehow couldn’t recall its real name. Heiser… Dreiser… something >.<… (i think my cousin’s just joking). sorry it’s blurry — he’s that energetic and he keeps on licking my arm when i tried to calm him down by stroking his head.

um… i think i understand now why Ba-chon likes to smooch with his dog too much ~__~;;; (as in… yeah… literal smooch. minus the tongue exchange). the dog’s tongue too smooth alsdkfhsdklfhdkjf but it’s still… a funny/icky feeling you know? i mean… it’s a dog’s tongue for heavenssakes @__@;;..

ETA: and i think i understand now too why my feed doesn’t display in full and with picture. because LJ got my feed in rss1, not in rss2.

if you want the feed with full text and pics, here:
http://blackbook.dpschism.com/?feed=rss2

Safari somehow displays it this way automatically. unlike Firefox. that is why i love Safair =3 argh i miss my Mac… *rolls on the floor in agony*

2. akdfhsdkfdskhfj Altar Boyz tickets are already sold out for the Feb 14th, 21th, and 22nd show. argh. so i missed the chance to view post-show weepingomg drama. argh. and most likely my work wouldn’t allow me to go to the dates before this… but, you know, well, fuck work XDD.

3.
you know i’m not letting go of you now. though you make me extra-broke.

4. which means… i have to let go of the Negahyst… ;^;… if i intend to push through with the Kuro+Lelouch+doll shoe purchase, that is…

5. Look at Star! [Stage Actors 08] (12/3). GoodCome vol.9 (12/2). Sweet Pool (12/19). argh.

EDIT: !!!! DAMN THIS IS TEH EPIC PHOTOSHOOT. ah,,, the magic of lighting…!

i’m… kind of hesitating now to buy GC9 though. even if it has Shirotan in it XDDD. though Genki as Kenshin this time seems to be an interesting read XDDD….

6. I REALLY NEED A SCANNER ;^;.

7. …i forgot i have to pay for my webhost too. argh.

8. trying to finish this certain Ragnarok Online fic that i realize is already way past its 4th year. wtf. it’s R-rated, so i won’t directly link from here. but you can take a hint at my links at the side XDD —>

9. EDIT2: Ba-chon sighting! in Irei’s blog/mini-talkshow XDD:
 
tomodachi~~~

1. Code Geass is getting painful to watch. it has something in it that makes me prefer Gundam Wing more, i think? maybe the combination of boy with hyperpowers + mecha doesn’t suit well with me? or some other reason. but i still love the calculated anti-hero bitchiness of Lelouch (and Cornelia XD).

makes me want to try skipping an episode XDD. maybe after this week.

2. speaking of Lelouch, i think i’m about to do something crazy again. something that involves a Kuroneko, Lelouch, and doll shoes. yes. i have to MSC some feet and try on some shoes and wait for a reply e-mail first…

my doubt is compounded by the fact that i really don’t trust much anything supposedly Japan-made shipped from Hongkong. especially when it’s from Ebay. though i shop from Play-asia. gomen ne.

but knowing what kind of risk-taker i am…

3. and i would like to gush more on the epicness of Kuroouji! who wants to buy an Araki poster?? though i’m really hesitating to let go of it because Zukki is at the b-side, and i’m really starting to adore Zukki. same with the case of Doori and Sato Takeru…. *dies*

this hair accessory… is such A Great Idea™ XDDD!

…ooook. odd combination of dark clothes. with colored sandals. lol XD.

but somehow it pulls together. i applaud the stylist. so i was really trying to figure out what kind of “dark prince” kind of look Zukki’s really pulling here. maybe, along the lines of “Gypsy Dark Prince”. yes XDD.

and his silver slave-bracelet is so kick-ass. another Great Idea™ XDDD*____*:

yeah. you really got to have the trademark pout. which only Araki could do, apparently. pout that way, POUT:

his necklace stones reminds me of one similar accessory of mine too (spot which!):

ooops. that’s part of my silver accessories box there. haha XD.

4. i want to buy a DS, just for the main reason that i could actually draw and paint on it =___=;;. not for games, hahaha i’m actually not a gaming addict — i actually thank my parents for that decision to deprive me of that gaming system when i was younger. though i’m kind of faithful to only one online game now — Guild Wars XDDD! instead of a PSP, though PSP looks cooler and I could play Crisis Core on that. also, there’s that Dissidia box coming out… Amano Yoshitaka-sama*___*~~~

i miss drawing. but i have no scanner. =___=;;;;. and alskdfjdkfkdfdskllj the Sweet Pool comm activity is already coming up…argh.

yesterday:

asdksdjfhdkjfhdsjjk Kuroouji ^o^!

yeah sure people has seen this before, but i’ll gush here.

i think one thing that makes Masa so appealing is he knows how to project. because of being a dancer, most likely XD.

and he has such a nice profile too.

kuroouji really so epic =3. i wish they’ll do another one of him alone again soon.

ok. i understand why no one can really scan this. because it’s THAT big alskdfkdsfjdskfjkdskl.

and to preserve the sanctity of the poster i had to roll it i think it’s really such a sin they folded it. can’t believe they could fold at Masa’s face tho alskdflsfls

i didn’t go to work today.

i really felt sick.

i feel so doomed.

and i start to question how inhumanely impossible those rules are.

at least for me, because others apparently passed it.

i am thinking again i’m just wasting my time.

but i really couldn’t just get out of this.

if only my contract and that life goal didn’t require me to be in a company for more than a year…!

bite off more than i can chew, huh…? but i think i still have the right to gag a bit…

i really think i’m just wasting my time… as much as i think time flies fast, it couldn’t get any faster…

Nippon Export, can you answer my question already D: …?

ah… i guess you know this already, but still pimping because it’s so cute =3…

Ookawa Genki… in a music video!

comments: Genki looking so prettycute! silky shiny hair! getting beaten up! young love sweet love! and akdfhdsfjdskjkshadesofAkayalegasp0__0??!

…ehh, somehow i feel like i’m not used to seeing a myu boy acting seriously in a music video haha. you know, when you can’t just get out of the Kampai J’etaime moment…

it’s really cute…

(clicky!)

Samurai 7 DVD.

Nelke, I LOVE YOU X3.

now i’m torn between buying this, or that Saiyuki myu dvd first. hahaha. but i would really want the pamphlet as well =3.

And i don’t know if it’s because it cannot be seen on the keitai anyway or he had finally said “well, fuck the pimple”, but my love Masa finally re-appears XDD!

and he’s looking as hot and charming as ever. i like the blue flowers =3, btw.

and his hair reminds me of Genki’s. but maybe this only due to having watched Genki’s PV just last night XDD.

i want a Sweet Pool art compilation artbook. PLEASE.

THIS…is really cool X3! guro alert though XD.