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Airu and Juri ^o^!

and checking out again Saiyuki kagekiden’s site now.

i feel so tempted to preorder the myu’s dvd just for the epicness of it, specially of Nii Jyeni XDD. and aslfjdlkfdfdsljflk the storyline of “Be There” is there too *____*….

yay, キズモモ DVD soon to be released *____*!

why hasn’t been my deviantart been displaying properly for days now?? even when it’s loading on its own on its own window… does this have something to do with my meager hard disk space??? *dies*

EDIT: i spammed the comms today with “looking where to buy tickets from Japan!” post. i feel dumb, but when i’m determined… MEH XDD!

EDIT 2: Nippon Export wins over the Crescent Shop Masa calendar quotation by a few hundred yen. so there =D.

i want to purchase the Altar Boyz ticket already, but i don’t know how. the preorder period had already finished, but still no affirmation from my friend if she could help me. november 1… so near =__=;;…! *frets*

ok. craving for some Wild Adapter stuff. maybe some Pippin pamphlet too, but still i’m leaning towards the Blue Shuttle XD. i love the concept and photography in that one…!

i wish i was in Japan, so i could watch Samurai 7 ;___;. 2-sword-wielder!Masa! i think he’s the blond guy there XD (because, he said he was Kyuuzou).

…i wish Nelke would release the pamphlet and the photoset then ;^;…

yay its Halloween week again in Guild Wars XDD!

and, finally, yesterday (or was it the day before >.<??):

OMGITSTOOBIG you have no idea how happy i am right now =DDDDD!!!

おはよう、マサくん！頑張りますとSMILE^____^! きっと神様もうLOVE AND BLESS! We will do our best today ^o^!

///深夜

ehh… i want to write even more complex sentences than these…!

but if i want to be serious about going to Japan next year, i wouldn’t be able to enroll in the Japanese class in the same month…

*sigh*

頑張りまして～～～

one of my packages arrived today! doesn’t seem to be the DL4 pamphlet though… *frets*

and just when you thought this is a totally happy-happy post…

( this is just the first layer… )

Kuroouji… two days ago…!

and the DL4 pamphlet… is already in my country ^o^!

now i’m just waiting for my salary at the end of the month… Altar Boyz~~~ (hopefully…!)

and… that Masa calendar ;^;… please…

ah… work sucks. everything is reset again. =___=…

i wish… there would come the time… that i would really enjoy what i’m doing…? specifically, a job…

i just remember something i’ve read… if you take too much effort than possible in what you’re doing and you never even feel the least amount of enjoyment from it, then it is not worth wasting your time there further and it’s really not for you…?

but seeing this entry, encouraged me a bit and reminded me of where i’m actually going and why i am now in the place i am in the first place.

yosh. i’ll try my best still… until the end that they finally give me the white paper…

(but before that time comes, i KNOW i should have a backup plan… somewhere… because i can’t afford to be jobless even for a day…*cringe*)

and it’s only now that i’ve realized that Dream Live 4 is the MOST EPIC EVER… as it seems to have the most schools. XDDDD! (be purchasing this soon haha. someday.)

memorable scenes (actually, too many to mention XDD including Oshitari/Takumi’s sexgod “cameo”):

now you see me, now you don’t♥~~~

Masa… is really such a performer. *dies*

i wanna make that Masa moodtheme now, but… no scanner ;^;…

and…

the fuji-saeki kinda fanservice.

…they both end up looking disgusted afterwards haha XD. (ehh… i didn’t understand the dialogue much XD. just something about Inui naming them as the “Akuma Team”[?], Saeki seemingly rubbing it in to Fuji, and Fuji makes some witty comeback that makes them both uncomfortable. hahahahaha)

ah gomen gomen gomen…!

Happy (Belated) Birthday, Yagyuu…!

i’m really so sorry…! it really escaped me that it was the 19th yesterday…! gomen gomen gomen…!

(i hope Niou wouldn’t kill me >.<…!)

thank you… to everyone who greeted =D!

i’m also glad, that Masa, Ba-chon, Shirotan and Kazuki all posted in my birthday though it’s not about me and how i wish it was XDD. =3!


it’s only now that i knew that the Japanese version of the Desperately Seeking Susan play is actually a rock musical. OMG ROCKSTAR BA-CHON XDDDD!!

makes me think of that Cast Prix Kuroouji photoshoot of Masa and Fufu… damn why not Masa and Ba-chon instead >.<???? though i would imagine that photoshoot might turn out goofy instead of that hot and serious XDD.

…but rockstar!Masa and Ba-chon is still SO SEXY~~~ *shivers just thinking of it…!*

speaking of Fufu, i saw a look-alike the other day (you can really see these sorts of people in my country, where mixed race is so prevalent XDD…!).

it’s more like of a Fufu lookalike if he had more meat in him XDD.

and i suspect that lookalike i saw is gay. XD.

i have this dream… of being forgiven.

seeing other people happy and content, and being forgiven, is actually the best gift for me.

though i would still want to know and find my own happiness, somehow i think that’s enough for me now.

i wish she would forgive me…

there was this issue i though already resolved.

maybe they just let my birthday pass before they would finally crucify me…?

i haven’t been forgiven. yet.

today…! my very first meal (if counting from 5:05am… my birthtime) is actually this:

it is tofu=D! with melted sugar syrup and sago. yum~~~♥

yesterday night:

WOAH! big chupa chups XDDD! can you believe it?? it’s almost like a deadly weapon XDDDD!!!

and earlier yesterday:

what i feel now.

but from here on, i would try to make everything right.

神様、もう少しだけ。。。

but even though i would not truly make it, i hope it would still be enough…

i will try my best… to make it all up.

…like my prayer at the start of the year, please help me, bless me, and guide me…

thank you very much… for another chance.

though i’m not really sure it is a “chance”… nevertheless…

i’m still happy… and very thankful… that this is still a happy birthday for me. only You know… how exactly i mean it…

thank you very much…

i just wish… that i would still be able to go to Japan next year…

(earlier, i was really depressed… because…

…but i still didn’t expect those guys to greet me… of all people. thank you very much…!)

work later…! (work is really merciless… haha X.x;;)

“神様、もう少しだけ” also ended today on local tv…!

it’s so ironic. haha^^;;

( this is just the first layer… )