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so i’m watching some marathon re-runs of American Idol (one show i don’t normally particularly watch, haha, it’s like my dislike for beauty pageants because i initially thought they’re so biased against the “rocker” crowd XD), particularly watching David Cook XDDDD <—my most favorite artist of them all!.

he’s actually versatile enough despite the seemingly rocker image, and he has this uncanny ability to just pump the crowd up and draw the crowd in… charisma! this is the reason why i think he really deserved winning in the end, despite what some other people say. he’s the type who i think i may end up supporting throughout his career in the future^____^!

and i’m also quite ecstatic and giddy about the fact that i have something in common with David Cook XDDD (i knew it! hahaha XD), from this certain episode where he performed “Billy Jean” (my most favorite performance!). i never knew that song could be performed that way XDDD… i just kept on thinking of the lighting up stone slabs and Michael Jackson you knowXDDD???

and his middle name is actually the name of one of my future DP:SCHISM characters too XDDDD

…i won’t say what i have in common with David Cook though XDDDD. actually, also something in common with Irei Kanata XDDDD. well i never really liked revealing “that thing” that i have in common with them=___=, but not much are reading what i write anyway so… XDDDD. guess~~~! ひ。み。つ。で。す～～～(^.^)b

so i finally watched Masa’s “Flight from the Labyrinth” rip yesterday.

and i practically just couldn’t go through it without pausing it constantlyXD even at just the first few seconds of the film! at the sight of the open bedroom i actually had to pause to burst out laughing, i just couldn’t believe it and laughing and giggling like crazy. it was practically full of silliness and sexiness and LOL…

…and yes, it actually made me blush^^;;;. it was my first time watching anything like this naa~~~ *blush!*

though, admittedly, the whole scenario of the video is quite similar in formula like other idol videos out there, like there’s supposed to be a strip scene, rolling around in the bed scene, shower scene, mingling with the locals scene, rolling around in the beach scene, etc. (it practically almost made my head hurt… with amusement XDDD) but Masa made it special by his own natural talent — dance! and his natural dorkiness lol.

so it was true with all those comments that in this video Masa’s practically making love to the bed, to the wall, to the sand, to the stones… *cough* he’s really so manly and handsome and with such a firm body*___* and made of dorkXDDD. and you could just see the dance (ballet! meets streetdance! meets interpretative dance!) background he has — it is in every movement he makes, even when he’s merely walking, and every movement’s so graceful and elegant and undeniably sensual… but still so manly! it’s rare to see male dancers like this! he’s such an inspiration*____* no no not just because he makes me have these…thoughtsXD — he makes me want to learn dance too myself! maybe i could get that wonderful lean tummy too haha, and be more graceful~~~ (i wonder if he made up all those moves by himself…?)

…maybe i would buy Masa’s video in the future. after his’ and Ba-chon’s photobook. lol. because admittedly i still feel shy~~~

listening to Drug On now. Ba-chon’s voice so dreamy*___* and so sexy…*cough*~~~~ (certainly something i would want to listen to all night! a good start to seiyuu-dom! Alice’s voice is kind of making my ears hurt though=___=;;;)

omg my Togainu no chi items were already shipped. technically, yesterday XD.

…i’m kind of worried about my DL5 Rikkai photosets though. it had been mailed out sometime last week before May 23rd (beginning of that week?). average turn around time for regular air mail is a week or two… so hopefully it arrives this week or the next or else i’ll really freak… and considering too that the local post office doesn’t really take care of packages… it might arrive crumpled or damaged and all… *frets*

EDIT: i noticed that Play-Asia had already updated their description of the limited edition. and so far i’m unhappy to see that there’s no description of the limited edition dogtag and the Remix CD. only the About the Blood booklet+CD. dammit >___<… i hope that’s not the case… (i really wanted that Remix CD! *cry*)

all i say now is…

I’M REALLY KICKING MYSELF FOR NOT BUYING THE DL5 PAMPHLET AS WELL >__< omg Masa x Baba has this great married couple pic there…

and… wahhh…. I want that Seele T-shirt! and those Biyou shounen Celebrity Special DVDs! and Cafe Daikanyama~Sweet Boys~(with the bromides >.<! but that’s at the Chara shop)! and the Ryo no Biyou shounen karte! and the L ~Change the World~ Complete Set (L-fan desu~~!)! and that WS necklace! (i think it’s the one that Masa’s wearing again at that DL5 photobook pic… i wonder if that’s already his??? because the designer gave him an Arabesque one already… i have no idea if it’s the mini version or the bigger one…)

… i want a lot of things but i have no more money -___-…

p.s. i hate my mouse right now. wouldn’t work with me on dragging and double-clicking. argh. and i missed the one-touch double-click and scroll =__=.

EDIT: i couldn’t play Guild Wars right now. and it’s the triple lockpick/keys drop/lucky/unlucky event too. it’s Masa’s fault XD. i finally know how to download it. yay.

- October 18 -
You are very independent and don’t care what others think of you. You are genuine and romantic. You love the outdoors, travel and the arts.
Positive Traits: creative, humanitarian, philanthropic, generous, broad-minded
Negative Traits: drama queen, codependency, martyr complex, fickle, low self-esteem
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“drama queen”… lolz!
well, yeah, sure. i’m working on it. but i’m not the flamboyantly, “omg, woe is me!” loud irl. seriously =___=.

and LOLZ. i just finished watching Wild Strawberry episode 1. Seki is really using his seiyuu background to the limit ne~~~ and Masa looked like he’s going to dance anytime soon but just barely stopping himself XDDD. omg IT’S HILARIOUS — i never thought i could laugh that much at a japanese show XDDD though i could barely understand what they’re saying. Ha XD.

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i’m bored -__-.

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i wanted black 0__0 (is there a black result, after all?)

i really want to buy that Wild Strawberry accessory now >___< maybe because I can get the photo with signature thingy from Masa as well? Crescent Shop has already given me a quotation, but noooo… no money =____=

and i’m seriously pissed right now at Soom as well. might go home tonight/tomorrow 2am=___=? just to camp out at the site, in case Sard pops up again. grr.