blackbook

i wish i could just stay here
i wish my tears could just pour along
the water on my face
but somehow it holds back
and i don’t know why

i wish i could just stay here
and dream of you
that you are here right now with me
but as they say
dreams are the reverse of reality
and dreams never come true

i wish the water would just stream
along with my tears
but they wouldn’t come out
maybe choked by the cold
pouring all around me

i wish i could just stay here
even if my fingers turn to prunes
maybe
under the stream of the water
you were actually holding me
away, away from it all

i wish
i could just sink into the floor
and just stay here
for this seems an even better drug
than the wine and the beer and everything else

i wish…

i received a notice today that my custom coat from ebay is coming. i’m so nervous… and 2-4 weeks shipping @___@???

…i wonder why my JpopDolls and JpQueen order is not here yet >___<… i’m worried @___@….

and i finally received my Garsh head and that Taiwan props order ♥♥♥!

…now a phone call threatened to ruin my day.

i didn’t take it.

Play-asia:

Thank you for contacting Play-Asia.com.

We will charge your creditcard when your order is ready to be shipped out.
In your case not before the game is in stock.

Please understand that we can not guarantee all extras that Japanese shops
offer their customers. Preorder gifts that are not part of the pack itself
might be not shipped from our suppliers.

If you have any further questions, please do not hesitate to ask.

Best regards,

Fabian

Play-Asia.com

wtf???

The items in question, if they are actually included in the damn 9240JPY pre-order:
1) the dogtag
2) the Remix CD
3) the About the Blood booklet
4) the About the Blood drama cd included with the booklet(?)

…Maybe I should just cancel this order and go HimeyaShop instead -___-…

you fucking ruin my day.

my heart is beating so fast.

is it because of the grapes? or the dark chocolate >.<?

…ah. so what happened to me^^;;;? i finally got a job! but it’s yet to happen at May @__@ (and my salary and other money at the 30th of May >__<… so… scrimp to death again @__@…)

…and i feel a little guilty, because once again i went out of control and bought/preordered THIS and THIS my other obsession obviously >__<;;.

ah… no more money left for Leon white, my mobo, May amortization and those WAWA and Dollheart outfits -__-. i just wish my Celga refund would be credited to my CC asap already >__>… and the Leon white just take its time in finally releasing >.< — and damn, just no make-up limitation surprise…!