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life=goal=art

August 5, 2009 no comments

if everyone thinks that just because i don’t have work right now i have that much free time in my hands = NOT XD. and i hate being accused of that. had been trying to clear The Great Big Mess™ the Elders left while trying not to go insane+bearing all the rl drama my Pack just majestically seems to concoct everytime, and i’m kinda proud to say i’m about 90% completed (because i also have to clean up my computer room eh).

just have to drill a hole in the wall, figure out where to put things in the limited space this is actually the hardest thing because there’s not much space anymore alsjfsldjfldlk and i still have my props box to worry about, clean a little more, and i should be done and zen enough to start looking for work again.

and i’ve pretty much decided too that i’ll be watching the 2nd part of the Final Rikkaimyu this December/January. i mean, because by manga-timeline (and myu cutting) Niou is supposed to play singles against Fuji, and singles is usually on the 2nd part of the myus. for all i know that may be the last time i’ll see Masa… or actually Baba (because his management just abruptly cuts him off from whatever fun thing he is in for the sake of “career advancement” reasons unknown)… in Tenimyu.  or the first and last time i’ll see a Tenimyu ever.

[ though... i seriously would want to see the elimination matches in Shinpuri come to life... if ever Shinpuri would actually happen XDDD. and i would definitely definitely still want Baba and Masa to play their parts. ( cut because there may be Shinpuri spoilers here for those who still have not read ) ]

just have to sell something very important to me to cover at least half of the travel expenses (i can earn for the tickets anyway… hopefully!). but…

my plan of finally getting a dslr aside from saving for that “another Japan trip” is kinda botched though…

( cut for a depressing, shocking, life contemplating, morbid thing )