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よしゃ!

August 9, 2008 no comments

XD!

ひみつですね~~~!

i had originally intended this to be on 080808, but then there’s the heartbreaking news of my Brother all-in-one yet to be fixed =___=. meaning, i will be without a scanner and a copier for an unspecified number of days =___=.

i’m giving them one week.

so basically it was really damn hard drawing by just a Wacom and still not getting how PS’ pen tool works. add to that it’s been a long time since i’ve drawn anything. so this really took hours to make for such a seemingly simple-looking drawing >__<. i want to post this to my deviantArt account but it might just end up being stolen^^;;, so…

and 080908=7. yes XD.

i just had my wordpress upgraded to 2.5.1 too, via my host server’s fantastico. i wonder why the hell they didn’t make it 2.6. as much as i wanted to upgrade to 2.6 i can’t because all the process of updating looks so daunting =___=. and the automatic upgrade plugin didn’t work somehow, i dunno why. grr.

so… trying out some things now… (hmm… i hope the utf8-without really works… and yey, i can upload pics already XD! maybe i don’t have to go to my Zoundry all the time from now on…!)

and i have to write to Soom and to those Rikkai-photoset girls again. yeah i’m so putting it off so i won’t kill my good mood, at least on the Rikkai-photoset side. maybe later, when i finally get my sleep…

damn have to go to work later too. and my schedule’s hellish next week as well =___=.

just finished paying off for THAT WILD STRAWBERRY DVD BOX XDDD. i had sworn before that i would get its dvd once it comes out, AND I DID XD. it seems only 10 copies sold at the mobcast site. i congratulate myself XD. but not on the brokeness that it caused me =___=.

my only peeve though is that i might have had a chance to go to its signing event in Tokyo… but i couldn’t because my country is so far away. wah! anything but to get a signature from Masa! (and Seki, because I’m secretly a fan of Seki since Weiss Kreuz days but i like Miki more) but nooooo… JAPAN IS TOO FAR AWAY FROM MY COUNTRY. AND I DON’T HAVE A PASSPORT. AND MONIES. waah ;___;!

…though i seriously considered going to Japan, really, on the day of the event but that would involve me getting money by… er… or coaxing my friend in Japan to go for me but i can’t seem to reach her..damn where are your friends when you need them…! wah >___<!

how i really hope then Masa’s signed photo would actually end up in my dvd box though i haven’t gone to the event. though Crescent Shop explicitly stated that it wouldn’t be so >.< (no extras with purchasing from mobcast! and they never go to shop for you in events…). asldfjslkfdjalfjdasljdk

EDIT:

so someday, I SWEAR I WILL GO TO JAPAN. AND I WILL SEE MASA IN THE FLESH MYSELF *determined!*

i actually had a dream, that i met Masa on my way “home” in Japan while he himself is on the way home too from the bullet train (hehe he only commutes, he cannot drive XD), and i made him sign on my G900 phone. and he looked actually surprised that he could do a signature directly on the phone (i think he also had this awed face on, as the phone looks too small to actually be functioning like one of those high-end business keitai), and he was actually kinda shy when i also asked him to take a pic with me. and we had that pic looking like how Masa holds his keitai out when he takes pics of himself. hahaha XD. and he actually requested that i bluetooth the pic to him, and i did (and he ended up posting it on his own blog at the end of the day as well), and even exchanged numbers(!) and started talking about stuff a bit. AND I WAS SPEAKING QUITE DECENT JAPANESE AND SOMEHOW WE COULD UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER, and by that I also told him how much of an inspiration he is and がんばって!again he had this shy look again as he said his thanks (i think he also looked surprised i could say such complex words! for an Asian who is certainly not looking like a Japanese XD). and we said our awkward goodbyes and parted ways…

dream end XD. i think i actually dreamt this while in the shower XDDDD.

and wtf… why doesn’t Kizumomo’s site still work?? i want to rip the awesome dramatic Baba-ness that is the trailer already >.<!

tomorrow, a storm.

August 6, 2008 no comments

i don’t feel energetic today *bitter laugh*.

i lack some sleep i know, and recently haven’t been eating well just for the sake of getting sleep (which somehow still does not seem enough). my current vitamins now seem not to be doing wonders…

today workday, tomorrow, workday. the next day, REST DAY XD! (SO looking forward to it)

also got my Brother all-in-one turned in for fixing today. the tech would still look at it tomorrow by the time he arrives at lunchtime and give me a call if it would be fixed though i’m not really expecting a call. i’m just hoping it will already be fixed by 080808. <—yes, i’m a sucker for numbers like this. i kinda believe in numerology.

i haven’t written to those girls yet, those who are responsible for my still missing Rikkai photosets. part of me just wants to give up, but i can’t stop fighting for this, you know?

maybe this justice is self-serving, but things like this make me fight for something FROM NOW ON. i will be crusading from now on over putting proper disclaimers for shipping options on every sales post. yes. i hate seeing people seemingly “cheated” over their packages. better tell someone straight up that you wouldn’t be responisble for a package being lost IF it is shipped in THIS option, right?

even if my crusade is over something seemingly so little compared to the intangibility that is the web and just drawing out from my own misfortune.

one comment at my comment at another LJ made me encouraged to continue the fight. thank you.

as much as i want to say “FU” to the world, i can’t really when it’s hard to find a job, you know? *bitter laugh*

and while i’m at it, i seem to go crazy over certain photosets too (yes, even when that hanging issue over that OTHER missing photoset is there — i believe i shouldn’t try to dwell over it too much though i really am just for the sake of my sanity). even when photoset order # 2 is still yet undelivered because apparently there’s no express service with insurance and tracking option en route to my country. wth @___@?? (i really should stop thinking that the US has EVERYTHING).

(and now i’m kinda expecting the same issue with upcoming photoset order #3. i must really be unlucky =___=. the cost of the expensive other shipping option with tracking might make me not buy one of those Dollheart dresses after all…

…or, actually, that dress just might not be bought after all because of this. already asked Crescent shop about it).

…call me crazy, BUT YES I AM CRAZY. LAISSEZ FAIRE >=P.

fu, purchases, shop, wishlister, @ 10:42 pm

wild strawberry

May 15, 2008 no comments

ack… Wild Strawberry accessories >.<

and it doesn’t help that i have this weakness for silver too >.<;;;… and in THIS style… *dies*

(and it also doesn’t help that Masa’s modelling the ones i like XDDD…)

;__; my money…

ramblings, shop @ 11:56 pm