uh.
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haven’t broken out the news yet gently, no calls yet from that firm — it’s been a damn month and despite their promises they haven’t called, tried calling but the line is still busy and i’m so running out of time and i so want to just resign from work but because of that mere technicality… dammit i went to them a month before wth were they saying “5-day review and approval???” and no mention of the damned hidden fees too, constant nagging and knocks at my door and it smells of paint and its too damn hot and messy and i have no place to put myself in and they really can’t damn tell when i’m tired and i really don’t want to talk to anyone…
i feel sick. i really really feel sick. i feel sick of it all.
You are The Empress
Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
one of my closest friends say that i have this habit? of compartmentalizing things — like, friendship things is a wall away from personal things, family things is a wall away from everybody else, stuff like that…
<— “harmony-seeking idealist”. yeah, it’s pretty accurate XD
| - October 18 - |
| You are very independent and don’t care what others think of you. You are genuine and romantic. You love the outdoors, travel and the arts. |
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Positive Traits:
creative, humanitarian, philanthropic, generous, broad-minded |
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Negative Traits:
drama queen, codependency, martyr complex, fickle, low self-esteem |
| ‘What does your Birthdate mean?’ at QuizGalaxy.com |
“drama queen”… lolz!
well, yeah, sure. i’m working on it. but i’m not the flamboyantly, “omg, woe is me!” loud irl. seriously =___=.
and LOLZ. i just finished watching Wild Strawberry episode 1. Seki is really using his seiyuu background to the limit ne~~~ and Masa looked like he’s going to dance anytime soon but just barely stopping himself XDDD. omg IT’S HILARIOUS — i never thought i could laugh that much at a japanese show XDDD though i could barely understand what they’re saying. Ha XD.
LJ stolen X.x
1. What exactly are you wearing right now?
some dark pink shirt and 3/4 shorts.
2. What is your current problem?
Passing all these damned certification tests and not be bored throughout the whole training so i can finally secure this job. And having no money yet for the July balloon amortization @__@. And having to pay some debts… yeah, mostly money =/
3. What makes you most happy?
accomplishing and getting the things i want =3.
4. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
Nothing.
5. Ever have a near death experience?
no
6. What’s the name of the song that you’re listening to?
nothing right now
7. Any celeb you would marry?
none
8. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
I think Lee Oswald, supposed to be the assassin of JFK, is? *checks* yeah -__-;; (i knew i was an assassin in my fantasy life! hahaha X.x).
9. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
never!
10. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
something along the mint tea or raspberry tea side (i’m not really a Starbucks person =/)
11. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
sometimes (i don’t really define most anime i watch now as “kiddy” =P)
12. Are you comfortable with your height?
not really^^;;;. i’m taller than some but still shorter than most… huh??? lol.
13. What magazines do you read?
right now I’m into 3D world and ImagineFX
14. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
nope
15. Has anyone you’re really close with passed away?
none as of the moment.
16. Do you ever watch MTV?
right now no (because MTV seems missing here @__@).
17. Do you ever watch MuchMusic?
ehhh i don’t know this…
18. What’s something that really annoys you?
extremely judgmental and closed-minded people (everybody has their own version of these, but some are just way off the charts @___@ and i couldn’t stand that).
19. Current location:
my pc/editing room.
20. Hair length:
shoulder length now
21. Eye color:
Black (with hints of very dark brown)
22. Do you live with your parents:
No
23. Do you get along with your parents:
most of the time and deep inside… no
24. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?:
married and still together.
25. What pets do you have?:
2 cats, and the family has 3 dogs and 1 puppy
26. FAVORITE City:
Venice =3
27. Ice cream flavor:
rocky road
28. Season?:
Autumn and winter.
29. Most amazing thing you have ever seen:
uhh… lots of things @___@. i can’t remember! lol
Do you..
1. Sing in the shower?:
no. it’s hard! (with water spraying on you) lol
2. Write memos on your hand?:
yes sometimes
3. Call people back?:
only when necessary and i have to
4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
at the left side near the edge.
5. Wear glasses or contacts?
glasses yes (too scared to try contacts)
6. Have any weird habits?
plenty, i think. or maybe i’m generally weird @_@
7. Bite people?
no lol
8. Ever smelled bad?
one time, i think -__-;;
9. Own any kinky undies?
LOL! no XDD
10. Like cheesy movies?
not really. hahaha XD
Have you ever…
1. Worn braces?:
yes
2. Broken a bone?
just a crack at my left arm.
3. Shoplifted?
Never
4. Taken painkillers?
lots of times
5. Gone SCUBA diving?
No
6. Been stung by a jellyfish?
No and i hope never
7. Been stung by a bee?
No and i hope never
8. Slept with your contacts in over night?:
i don’t have contacts =3
9. Thrown up in a restaurant?:
No
10. Been to overnight camp?
Yes.
11. Sworn in front of your parents?
never (it would be the end of the world for me if i do)
12. Had detention?
no (was too much of a good kid XD)
13. Been sent to the principals office?
No
14. Been called a bitch?
not yet! (let them try and i’d just raise an eyebrow XDD)
15. Been called a hoe?
no.
Last…
1. Person to call you?
i think my mother.
2. Three people you recently hugged?
Been hugging a lot recently X_x (and mostly it’s the same people haha).
3. Person you tackled?
none really haha
4. Thing you ate?
some mixed vegetables and meat chunks
5. Thing you drank?
water
ughh i’m experiencing DoA withdrawal symptoms right now >.>… i hope it does get back up soon tomorrow well and good so i can finally sell my Lu-Wen (which i hope someone buys without glitch!)
so, boredom:
63 words
Touch Typing
…thinking about this i’ll be trying to apply again for that job that requires a LOT of touch-typing. preferably 60wpm or higher. i gotta do something about my confidence, i think, as it was affecting my accuracy rate. i really thank my grandfather for teaching me how to type when i was still a young kid ^___^, and it’s on this heavy antique typewriter.
the only thing i hate about that job is the talking in English part >.>. do i really have to have some accent????
